★ Hamoocheep!

I'm not

2009-12-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

so, i have the on-off urge to blog. i wonder how many people seriously visit my blog? haha whatver. i think i should blog finish my photos one by one today or tml. LOL

i dont wanna blog anymore.

i miss you guys, really.

Retarded

2009-11-23T08:19:00.000+08:00

we're friends no more

watch out

2009-11-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

i got like 200 plus overdued pictures to upload. but i've decided to put it down and upload only when i'm feeling sentimental. LOL.

i'm different, very

i'm falling but i will stand up again and shine. watch me

Part II : the Almighty hilary

2009-10-23T05:59:00.006+08:00

Oh so officially olevels is semi over (: at home shaking my leg and using the comp now. and yes i'm so gonna upload my overduedddd pictures again. chenpei just reminded me to blog. and oh oh OH chenpei wrote in her blog "I act cute at least I got substance, people wanna see" LOLS.

you got ribbon i also have! 谁怕谁 siaaaa.

okay yes these are the photos.

duyaa snapping me but main thing is the hair. 1st attempt of the bow hair

okay a proper picture.

and featuring that hot babe from mongolia

class peekture. second one is after pe celebrating msfarah's birthday

my face looks plastic

fuck more plastic. at staircase somemore

i believe this is racial harmony day

studying with hengwei and guys. alex took this picture

Part I : designandtechnology

2009-10-11T11:28:00.007+08:00

Note: this is Part(I) of the multiple-post-sequence, if there is even such a thing. now is 5.48am and i am using the computer to blog when olevels english is just 3 days away -.- I SUCK.

Beat it. main point is...

i am back

I am Back

I AM BACKKKKKKKK

missed blogging so so so so so much.
and yepps i'm just gonna upload all the photos (overdue) i have in my phone (:

when i still have D&T:

this subject must be the one that changed me so much, for the better and for the worse maybe.
worse is cus my hands are coarse from all the machinery and sanding. better is cus my attitude to certain things have changed. but well, here are some shots.

this girl always come and "help" me with my dnt. well you should know in the end nothing is being helped. LOLS

idk whats matthew doing but he is surely trying to doll up that girl

COOL HUHS!

well, its over.

The End

red clouds

2009-09-24T18:43:00.001+08:00

i found out i cant survive without my phone after all. today's is the day of the month and my stomach is being miserable. crap! i'm not going school tomorrow.

2009-09-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

whew. went bloghopping and ended getting myself depressed. but its okay. no one will know except for alex. i doubt anyone really know i had this link. but its okay. this gives me the reason to say whatever i want and do whatever i want.

its been a long time since i've have pictures on my blog. so kinda weird. its like the feeling without them, running away from them and pretending i dontknow them. hahs.

i've never really faced up to this situation. i kinda missed the times i had and will always slap myself why did i not cherish it dearly. the fact that i did not want to go home, there's a reason. my mum works from 5am-12pm and 6pm-11pm every day. yeah, my house is facing some kinda of financial problem. my parents gamble, smoke and they are certainly violent. they used the loud screaming and painful beatings when something goes wrong. but its different now. i dont see my parents now at all. why? cus their hectic working schedule made it so hard for me to see them. every night i can just glance at them when they are sleeping and see the faint dark lines of old age overcoming them and see their wrinkled hands as they work so hard everyday. i'm proud of them cus they're my parents. but its kinda hurting to see them like this. nobody knows. so what if i'm not born with a silver spoon inside my mouth? does it means that i cant be your friend?

i dont deny the fact that i am stubborn and hard to please. friends are leaving and im only left with aiko xuey. who can proudly tell me that they have reminisced those times i had had fun with them? i hate facing up the problem cus it is damn hurting. am i that hard to get along? i didnt know my character was so bad. -flirt, liar, "act". what else?! am i really like what qxuan says "i only care about me myself and i"? am i like what others have claimed "im so hot tempered, i wont care about them after i had a tiff with them" ? am i a big fat liar? am i someone who flirts all day? am i that unreasonable bitch that scolds fuck every second? am i.. that loser backslider who refuses to face up the reality? God, i've ran away from you. cant you just kill me or something, let me ruin my life?

it hurts to go school walking in the compounds all alone. it hurts to have eyes staring at you wherever you go, without any company. sorry is not my word anymore. screw this world. i dont owe you anything. say all you want about me. depise all you want. after 1 month or more. i will be out of this school. goodbye my friends, i've never known you before. thanks for the memories you gave.

p.s gave my phone to mum. currenly un-contactable.

to all the fuckers out there, yeah la i'm lying.

best night ever

2009-09-19T17:01:00.002+08:00

18august : walked around like a dog shopping like a dog. not for me, but.... for xq -.- damn sian. went to bugis after that and i called jh to come down cus i cant take it anymore. well in the end he made a wasted trip. studied till late.

19august : i finally know the importance of a toilet. toilet i love you!
"why cant we sleep together ?" "cus we need to eat subway later" LMAO! the funniest thing i've ever heard.

tweet whore

2009-09-06T12:43:00.000+08:00

i just watched nigahiga "Tweet Whore" and laughed like mad. partly because of the stupid song that sound so funny accompanied with the actions. and i saw the background - " I love unicorns! and my left boob kinda hurt...." LOLS.

did homework till 6 am today. gonna finish more later. hilary is productive *wide smiles

2009-09-06T12:42:00.001+08:00

blogger is stupid again

mega macs is back

2009-09-04T09:49:00.002+08:00

nah, not gonna advertise for macdonalds. but its a fact that the Mega Macs is back, if you're a great fan of mega objects like moi. "i dont like small things" quotes by hilary

gonna have breakfast with someone now.
cus i skipped school today.

teacher's day

2009-09-01T11:59:00.005+08:00

oh my gosh. it took me sooooo long to realise today is Teacher's day! i tried uploading my pictures but failed. argh. i've so many things to share.

oh oh last night at 11 40 i sent sms to msnawal msfarah mrlew mrsfong msyeo.

and mr lew said: thanks! you made my day!
and i replied: err, its night alr. should be i made your night!
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ms farah replied: oh i was wondering why 4e never wish...
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i want a car!
i replied: *draw on paper a car and take picture & mms to msfarah*
she replied: oh! i'm happy if you'll be early for school and score great for olevels
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haha, where can you find such cuteeeee teachers? not forgetting msnawals animated actions while teaching maths and her wonderful stories full of laughter and mr lew's sharing of his girlf ms quek (jk!) and also why he train his muscles. its all these people that made learning in school so wonderful. oh, and missyeo's addiction to facebook game till she almost forgot to set prelims paper! (L)

i'm going now alr. bye

seeyoumy ♥

P.S still struggling if i should change number

people

2009-09-01T08:51:00.000+08:00

just leave me alone.
because out of sight, out of mind

study study study

2009-09-01T08:14:00.001+08:00

i'm dead beat after studying till 12 plus last time at macs. not successful. was plaaning to mug till morning! argh, its ok. there's a pig china couple beside me while i'm studying. so = not condusive. gonna go study again whoppeeee. i cant wait.

2009-08-30T21:25:00.003+08:00

oh yeah, i played pool for the 1st time in my life today. didn't know its so fun. haha! the best thing is elmo is there too pay muahahaha. poor jh must pay some too. tsk. i must re-polish my floorball skills i guess. and stupid ugly so pro. and we broke a lamp. crap

Ctrl F5.

2009-08-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

I'm finally back after so many days of .. avoiding. i cant imagine i avoided my blog. gosh. i miss this website so so so much. crap. i think the most simple blogskin still suits me. who cares about whether your blog is pretty anot? i guess i'm mumbling to myself in this boring shitz. stupid mrugly stopped helping me to click the nuffnangs after his prelims start. and i saw that today only pathetic two people viewed my blog. oh wow.

i think i owe many people apologies. like jiahui like alex like karen like calvin.

Sorry.

2009-08-15T11:11:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY HATE THIS

blogger is suck

2009-07-21T13:58:00.000+08:00

blogger is crap man,

newlink newchick

2009-07-19T02:51:00.004+08:00

its going to be three am in the morning now and i'm still not sleeping. sister is still outside with a very sexy yet beautiful dress. mother is still snoring away in the room. daddy is still nagging me to sleep. and i'm still blogging.

havent been blogging for ages and i wonder what's the feeling of dumping all your emotions into this silly website for all to see

i've not broken my promise - i've been mugging hard, studying hard, trying hard not to sleep

i wanted to specially single out people to blog about ; you know, like those emo kinds that you thank/apologise/confesslove that kind of poop. if there is ever ever one group of people i wanna blog about, that will be my heartfelt love.

whatever you call it,

19ckhcshitfamilymeatballtedds

it is like a storytale coming real life, taking step by step into my life.

from a girl who gets bullied teased and humiliated at school and home, getting to know this bunch of excellent people that shares your happiness and pain. the word 'lonely' is practically out of your dictionary and is replaced by the word 'warmth'

from someone who seeks love outside from the deprivation of family warmth, turning to this group of people who loves one another with the purest of heart

people say "cliques stay together because they share feelings together"

is it because of that, that i've what i had?

i felt so depressed, felt like i'm at the end of the world felt like everything is a goner for me

i feel so sorry towards bimbaaa but at the same time i still wanted to continue what i wanted to do.

am i trying to selfpity? yes i am been so stuck inside my own silly emo life that i've ignored everything around. ignoring those who need me ignoring those lies that mrz had said to me ignoring those care that alex karen tried to show to me and even ignoring the greatest love ever -God's love shown to me

i was lying on the grass and saw a plane flying through the skies today,

i heard it is nicknamed the triple seven with super long wing length

i thought it was pretty cool to know these facts and i got reminded of the times at foyer3 - playing some lame treasure hunt for people's birthdays having bible studies having lunch waiting for friends chatting slacking rushing - and a plane will fly past

attracting so much attention that sometimes we will stop and stare and shriek "waaaa a plane!"

its times like these i've failed to grasp the simplepreciousmoments

i hope to take a break and catch my breath

so that i know its time to go back to those hands again

alex this is for you. i like the guy the green the shirt. but i'm not sure if you like the bag

2009-07-19T02:17:00.001+08:00

The Only Love That Is Eternal Is God's Love For Us.

2009-07-16T20:31:00.002+08:00

i dont like you x 1230874072300390

i hope i'm not here x3905782098423423

i hope to leave x39475712034780293840

at qxuan house

2009-07-05T15:15:00.001+08:00

teeheeeeee! qxuan and xueyuan are disgusting creatures who take out gums from their mouths and paste it ANYWHERE

2009-06-22T15:44:00.001+08:00

i'm very worried

Photoshoot

2009-06-22T15:17:00.004+08:00

lols, don't be amazed by the title :photoshoot. its Nothing , NOTHINGGGGGGGG
just that i borrowed mr lew's canon camera to... snap some pictures of me and calvin (:

bhb calvin says he look professional in the photos. OH PLEASE, he should thank me for not taking the pasrt he pulled his pants up and can see something. argh!

i looked weird though, looked like my face has been pumped by a balloon and eyes had been squeezed :/ argh!

i dont know why the colour turns out like that, maybe cos i put it on paint so that can save :/

school computers always sucks.

i shall not save the nerdish-neat ones, cos mrlew says calvin's face like "bu gan yuan" LOLS

I'm at school library blogging anyway, toodles off to dnt!

Late post, ARGH

2009-06-20T07:00:00.009+08:00

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i know pictures tell alot. food i prepared for alex, lots of zilian when i'm outside till late night studying, overdued piccys with REBEC and AIKO, fun cab.

i've been so precoccupied with my problems that i've missed out soooo much. im gonna catch up soon!

@ Technology Room

2009-06-18T13:12:00.002+08:00

teehee! i'm happily blogging at techroom while everyone is having their sumptous lunch.
don't worry i'm not on diet, i'm desperately trying to find info about switches for my d&t artefect
neh neh neh! i miss blogging so so so so muchhhiesss

i'm like full of dust now from head to toe and i've that dumb infection (got 2!) on my face AGAIN
argh! darn face,
oh yeah, calvin is sick. he has fever sorebody cough sorethroat flu. recovery is on his way though!

yesterday while everyone is having fun @ sentosa, and after me and jiahui slogged our heads off at dnt and calvin is lying on his bed rotting, .....

me and jiahui went to qxuan's house and shouted for his uncooperative sister to open the door but. ZZZ. i shouted, screamed tapped knocked but.. in the end we chose the hard way and threw the thing via xuan's window. Muahahha

yepps, i'm going slog for dnt again. shall blog later!
toodlessssssss

2009-06-14T20:41:00.003+08:00

Just a quick goodbye post, my sister is forcing me to bid goodbye to

boysoverflowers
blogging
bloghopping
using comp
slacking
my entertainment

oh manxzxzxzxzxzxxzx. and yes, my sister is ubber weird today
First, she make me scare the wits out of me as she dap her mascara accidenatally into her eyeball and it looks like some kinda of eybeball melting that is so gross
and she said "my eye is only big when mascara gets into my life, fml"
and she purposely scared me with her dumb melting eye.

did i mention that i am banned from the computer till after olevels? maybe by some chance i can use it. (arghhh, please remember boysoverflowers i stopped at 19 part 2)
and my sister just tell me the password for mr to use it for one last time

the password is :olevelsismoreimportantthanthis

if you can get that right, now you know. my life is RUINED

Bye blog, Bye boysoverflowers, Bye computer

nerdishpuff, here i come!

if i could choose, i'll still live the way i am..

2009-06-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

sweet pictures of you and me (:

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I often wonder, if i could turn back the time ; and live the way i want to live. how would it be? would it still be as exciting and fabulous like now?

A knew what i'm going through right now and i think being my closest, she wont feel any better than i do.

its this kind of time where by i start to hallucinate.

those close ones,

are they just there cos they are supposed to be there?

or are they just there cos they're obliged to be there. i don't think there is any difference or whatsoever.

i feel so foreign when i step into that beautiful place now, feel like a lost child searching for her mummy but just cant sense that familarity. i teared, the last time i went. and no one knows.

there is no need for me to feel this way if i have a little more confidence and faith in them.. but..

when my phone is filled with smses, with other people and not people that i had hoped to be ;

arrows and arrows of sorrow pierced through my heart.

even i received smses, its just those............. "are you coming..." okay, i am not elaborating.

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even sometimes my sister send me not-so-regular but sweet smses to cheer me up, though she dontknow what happen.

i know i'm not a good friend, nor a good listening ear or even anyone good enough to be there. or should i say i'm not even good enough for you guys

its been weeks of torture. K spoke about family - not leaving etc.......... i know what she meant. she must have guessed it or heard of whats the matter.

i dont have the assurance, or should i say the 'sense of security'. its is like so near yet so far. i'm there but no one notices me. i'm not there and no one bothers me. i hate this feeling, i really do.

am i only someone where you can depend on for gossips and ask-if-i-am-attached?

i'm not a toy, not a puppet. i'm a beautifully made human. i may not be pretty but i have 2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 mouth and all the proper organs functioning. thats what make me beautiful.

i wonder if i should just mia and go away, leading a peaceful life by myself without any much hesitations. furthurmore, i dropped d&t. no more thick schedules.

maybe, i should just leave.

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P.S i am going to remove my tag board when i've the time since there're no taggers. put there will just cause eyesore

hi Quan Xuan Buddy, its not intentional that i did not reply your sms regarding the one that you asked if i'm going service. its just one of my personal reason. its not intentional that i did not go and celebrate your birthday today. i will love to go and see your big happy face and smile while people singing your birthday song and blessings for you. sorry that i am not there.

Happy birthday buddy. its been really nice knowing you, its super nice looking at the huge collection of snacks you have at home and even talking to your ever-so-cute mum. i'll love to have a protective brother like you and i really envy you for your warm family. you're a very sensitive person, always looking out for other people. this birthday, i hope you've made wishes for yourself. and if you dont, i will use one of my pending 16th wishes and use one of them for you (: my wish for you is to be happy always, enjoying life with all the things you want, with such a blissful life with people you love around you. thanks for everything xuan, though i feel like i've drawn further away from you but... all my blessings from my deepest down heart will be for you. Happy birthday once again. Its happy, cus i have a friend like you (L)

2009-06-11T17:25:00.002+08:00

Yes, my countless days of school from 8am to 6pm or to 9pm. had lunch with xueyuan Mr Muscle today. and i feel so stressed out till i don't even have the energy to blog. oh man. whats happening. cant wait for tommorrow to talk to mr lew for the dropping of d&t. whoppe!!
clarence's trick to make people cheer up is soooooooooo ridiculous yet feasible. haha. Flamingo with a fraction of hair. LOLS. anyways, i'm off. Toodles!

2009-06-07T00:44:00.003+08:00

I know, its 12.44am now and i'm supposed to sleep. but i just had the urge to blog something about ME. that i've not done before. Heh!

100 facts ( part I )

1. Hilary loves doraemon :D and it is a mad-craze.
wanna compare? i had doraemon pens (whole set from karen), doraemon ezlink card, another doraemon pen from wendy, doraemon watch from jiahui & gang, doraemon cds, doraemon drawings from roy, doraemon pictures, doraemon toy etc etc

2. Hilary loves Green and Hot pink

3. Hilary has a very complicated family

4. Hilary is an attention-seeker!

5. Hilary hates Maths

6. Hilary loves to blog

7. Hilary has low self-esteem

8. Hilary cries alot

9. Hilary don't watch horror movies

10. Hilary hates short smses

11. Hilary loves to talk and talks alot!

12. Hilary loves emo songs

13. Hilary sings, but only sings nicely to herself :/

14. Hilary only knows how to draw doraemon

15. Hilary loves wedding gowns

16. Hilary can't take spicy

17. Hilary do not like to be ignored

18. Hilary hates to be taken advantage

19. Hilary is always late

20. Hilary hates waiting for people, but always make people wait for her

21. Hilary has an ambition to be a policeman/fireman next time (but.....)

22. Hilary gets mood swings very often

23. Hilary keeps her feelings to herself

24. Hilary has a phobia of birds

25. Hilary dislikes insects too (duh!)

26. Hilary loves to celebrate birthdays

27. Hilary loves loves loves to attend wedding!

28. Hilary eats alot, and complains alot about Fat

29. Hilary thinks she is fat

30. Hilary loves to complain / rant when she is feeling irritated

31. Hilary is super clumsy

32. Hilary has practically, so far, no talents

33. Hilary likes to see people playing long melodies on piano

34. Hilary hates noisy and squeezy and crowded and hot places

35. Hilary loves beaches

36. Hilary do not like to be pushed around

37. Hilary has very short & hot temper

38. Hilary like to put ideas into other people's head

39. Hilary is very rash

40. Hilary cannot make proper descisions at times

41. Hilary tries to be smiley at all times

42. Hilary loves to eat angmokio's porridge

43. Hilary loves cats alot alot alot alotttt

44. Hilary gets irritated easily ( look at 37. )

45. Hilary gets into trouble easily

46. Hilary says things without thinking

47. Hilary has offended many people without knowing

48. Hilary loves momo

49. Hilary dont drink gassy drinks like coke etc

50. Hilary thinks alot when she is quiet

2009-06-04T15:34:00.012+08:00

Okay. i got several things to blog about. heh heh heh. (in multiple blog spots of course! there're too much pictures)

side track for a while, let me rant about my phone. Sony ericson red colour W series and some numbers; i dont care. please do not get any kind of this phone man! if you dont know which one, the best is dont get W series type of phone! Why? It autos shut off without any warning, superrrrrr laggish, except shucks except for the playing of music.

back to blogging (: As i was saying, i've many pictures right. so let me amuse you with my not-so-pretty pictures first.

Oh ya, the secret is..... (sorry for delaying the blog. my comp is koked up too :/)

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I CUTTED BANGS!!!!

Okays, remember the beautifullllll hair i used to have? *looks up. i think.... now is still beautiful larhs. but i look more in the mirror now, thinking my hair is retarded. okays, look on.

Dang! Tadahss! cute right :/ don't comment me with your negative comments. i already cut my hair, no point saying or laughing right now. But, the good thing is: Alex cutted this hair style with me too! the only difference is that mine bangs are rounded at the sides, which means look more like mushroom while alex's is like....... a square :D

This is the solid proof that i am STUDYING.

i went to bedok library at night to study by myself few days ago haha!

hees, but i am very lucky that i managed to zi lian on the bus before i cut my hair. :D

:D cute face. anyways the feng jing of manyyyyy buildings is taken @ toa payoh 40th storey HDB block. cool huhs!

Teeeheeee, jiahuiiiiiiiii

Oh ya, i never managed to blog about hengwei's bday celebration but look at their smiles!

you can tell what happen already.

this is my superrrrrrr eat feelings (chi qing) guy in my class. David

awwww don is gone for his NS.

i've a bad day

2009-05-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

Firstly, to start off with my bad day
i told alex this : hey we can slowly go school yeah cos we wont get booked
the next moment while we're happily going school, 2 pink and white forms respectively slipped into my hand. remembering mr wong even shouted at me across the basketball court asking why we both are still sitting there. hello? it is your counsellar who is doing like Nothing?
next up, alex secretly took a picture of our forms -.- and she said that we are like shanice and vanessa who always got late together. okay -.- again.
mr B always loves to scold people without looking at them in the face, guess it is a habit of his huhs. he said something about christians should submit to the authority and etc etc. i was about to bow my head down and admit in my heart that he was right when... he asked if we have out QT in the morning thats why late. qt (WOW I KNOW YOUR LANG) maybe alex do but i dont. and alex quickly tell me quiet time and i was Oh Oh. i know that! and mr B immediately: What you dont even know what is that? and he started to shake his head. 1st reaction : eh, what the heck. i was having a good impression of what you said and you made me feel as if i'm just some loser outside who dont even know what is quiet time. you made me feel like all the bs that karen gives me had just thrown down the drain like a ton of bricks.
next up, chinese all the way is enough to make my blood boil more. it became worse when None of the 7 people that i smsed reply. i repeat, None. None. None. NONE. wanted to ask who wanna go out before i'm stuck with my hectic schedule of 8-6 everyday during hols. but since, no one replied.. so fine.
following up, went home to slack my day off and alex asked about watching dance subaru. was pretty excited about it cus i never had a chance to go out with friends at night - to a city area. to my amazement, mum did not raise any objections. but, i reached orchard at like 7 or later and started walking from ngeeann city to shaw plaza and shaw plaza to ngeeann city and back to shaw plaza and then go back to mrt and take mrt to somerset and walked from orchard road to somerset road and i went back to mrt to take train to bugis. went to library to borrow books. the movie was supposed to start at 735pm but alex did not reach, her phone died on her and i was alone all the way. pissed and went home to find a very unfriendly mum staring at me and asked me to see asap.
junwei did not call me when he saw the message though he claimed that he Just saw the message, told him what i wanna tell him but no reply. forget it. hey dude, sorry does not cure all things okay. if it does, why not making you wait for My call for several hours and then apologise later on?
quanxuan tried to make me feel better by bombing me with all the positive and possible situations but i feel more and more pissed off. sorry xuan, i just need someone to agree with me when i am feeling pissed.
yes, i am short tempered. who cares,

Oh ya, i did not catch any movie in the end. catch some breath? ya maybe

computer lab, project!

2009-05-27T09:21:00.002+08:00

This is chan yanntingggggg. was doing the powerpoint slide and in the credits section, i put in all our zi lian pictures and she suddenly said: hey! later people thought we very zi lian siaaaa

and i replied: well, at least we've th face to zi lian :D WOW

Look at her spastic face!

i like these 2 picturess mannn

lols, i am in the computer lab doing chinese project and yt beside me looking at valerie's blog (;

well, gerry jelly! i finallllyyyy can upload your pictures! thanks to some nice nice guy in school called Benny and an unknown teacher. LOLS.

"edwina was here!" -> -.- face

anyways, i can cheng ji and blog. heh not bad!

2009-05-26T21:49:00.001+08:00

no pictures, my computer is tooooo shucky (sad). but anyways, went to Many places today with yannting.
like-

ngeeann city
orchard
somerset
singapore river
fire station
Rom
museum
stamp museum
penisular
supreme court
parliarment
gift shop
raffles something

ALL BY WALKING :D

2009-05-22T21:44:00.002+08:00

Today was hardcore basketball man! look at the sunshine. gosh, it is simplyyyyy crimson or whatever hot/ bling bling weather. freaking hot. i guess i must be more tanned than yesterday or something like that. (am i supposed to be happy?) vincent xuan yuan junyong jiahui came later on. aeron left early. played till 5 plus. injured foot AGAIN, poker cards, some irritating eastspring people, reddish guy, manyyyy more. gonna call someone for serious matters. toodles!

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Teach my heart to dance with his heartbeat

2009-05-21T22:27:00.005+08:00

Heeeeellloooozxzx! yesterday was such a great sunny day with lotass Sunshine! :D happy deh! look at me smiling every sooooo sunshin-ish :D however it was superrrr hot man. though with Xuan's rainbow rainbow! it is still frigging hot. -.- umbrella is calv's dehs. his 5-year-old toddler umbrella

yesh! we're the auntie gang with umbrellaaaaa! ella elaa ahhh ehhh under my umbrella!
(umm, so you're trying to act like a umbrella expert now?)

that is so spastic. i pinched calv cos he dont wanna talk to me!!! keep playing his dumb psp. thank goodness junyong and xueyuan dont have psp. Amen!

They play, they play and they play. leaving the 3 girls on mrt Nothing to do but zi bi and listen music and shaking their hair like some mad women. okay, its me la. but they play till quite retarded. example includes xuans' hand movement and calv's I SUMMON YOU! err okay -.-

nothing wrong to zi lian yea :D

messy!

my lovable yellow-skirt-madgirl.

Nonya's style one and two -.-

yay! the outing gang with xuan behind the camera (:

we went to museum fire station heritage centre lasalle bugis sme mr bean ROM

LAWLS, we did not enter ROM but i really wanted to!

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(THE VIDEO LOAD SO DARN LONG)

Junyong says i'm supposed to have High viewership after this video. yay!

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2009-05-20T08:49:00.001+08:00

i woke up in the morning to see many nice smses from weiming and junyong! THANKS

but... i still love alex more ;D

3 days 2 nights

2009-05-19T22:13:00.003+08:00

Many nights loss due to studying, and many afternoons loss due to meaningless study like shown above. err. i think it should be taking photographs. ;/ i finally finally finally finally can take a super good rest tonight! yeah babye.

went to ecp today with a group of earthlings. 5 big strikes on my face cus i find that many unhappy things happen. anyways, thats the fish i help a uncle fish! while the other kukus are sitting in the shade chatting away. oh man, whats with the go ecp if you're going to stay in the shade man. -.- tsk tsk.

this is taken last service. aww. im falling im fragile baby hold me!

before i start my ramblings, which is alot ; leave if you dont wanna see ;)

first i dont owe this particular class anything. no offence but its just that all the immature people are in this class. i'm trying to say all the people But its just this little few little few. stating the majority, (its okay if you dont understand) i just cant find any reason why they need to lie backstab dont-friend-you-dont-friend-me when the matter is like so bloody small. its as small as the mole on my face can -.- alex you better dont give me any LOL comment cos i am getting more pissed each second i typed this. i told ya with this rate of getting pissed everyday, i will hate the world sooner or later. back to topic: there are many times i am so tired and so sick of trying to figure out what the other party is thinking about. so many times where i am so sick and tired of thinking if that person is angry with me or upset with me. so many times where i am so sick and tired of thinking why that person reply my sms so slow. so many times where i am so sick and tired of thinking what i have done wrong to make the person ignore me. all i ever wanted is just that friendship that is said that will last.

like what i spoke to xuans about the comparing thing- that partly triggered off the quarrel, i seriously cant find any suitable reason why people think i am the bad guy and A the good person. i dont mean anything else but. why is it that two people putting in the same efforts into a relationship gets different treatment? maybe the way i treat people really sucks.

and the several things that darkened my mood are as follows. its not one or two that made me like that. but the total -

the feeling of :

-> getting ignored by this person, D, who is supposedly to be hyper cheerful kind when with the entire group of people

-> lost many precious stuffs due to a stupid incident and nothing can be done about it

-> did not even know what you've done wrong and got ignored by this good friend

-> quarreled in the middle of night with a good friend

-> found out someone lied to you and you're still trying to act nice

-> fell down and hurt yourself without anyone helping you up, not even alex

-> got home just to enter a stressful environment with family quarreling

-> seems like the entire whole world dont even understand or care about you.

This shucks.

2009-05-17T18:51:00.000+08:00

somebody says i am cute and pretty and nice natured LOLS

2009-05-13T10:16:00.003+08:00

hello hello. at xuan xuan's house blogging now. LOLS.
he said " i tried my best...." okok! anyway went to school with alex today and when we reached the main gate, she said " hilary! later if exam you wanna sleep, must remember my song..."

the pok kai sleep (pok cant sleep) song. by alexandra teng. lyrics, alexandra teng

chemistry was shittttttttt. those that should come out, never come out -.-
anyways, matthew screamed a big F word during exams cus he never do finish the paper.
heh. i also never do finish ;(

going T1 to pei calv buy clothes. hee hee bye

2009-05-10T12:54:00.004+08:00

JOSHUA TAN! YOUR FUTURE WIFEYYYYYY~ (ZANG ZANG ZANG CLARRRRICE!)

lols, few days of fun, misery, laughter, zi lian, boredom, stress and madness

it was all good (; today mr ma slapped his ass with foolscap right at my face, giving me a shock

matthew laughed out loud in the d&t paper

clarence says pad is chong wu. lols! imagine. meow meow!

off to study with alex xuanxuan. toodles

2009-05-09T10:03:00.002+08:00

Exams. had pretty hugeeee eyebags due to my midnight waking up study plan. awww. did i mention study group was a total failure? (well, i think with 3 talkative guys around cus after they went off, we studied like mad). ;x

ruobei's magical pictures

okay. i dontknow why alex will laugh like hell for this picture.

global warming, people

2009-05-05T15:20:00.007+08:00

Had lotsssss of overdued piccys that i'm going to spill them all out Now. if you dont appreciate fine arts (LOL fine arts -.-) then dont look okays. (; but anyways before the slow uploading, i wanna smash my head against the wall for wrecking up my practical today. i was Almost late for exam today. but thanks goodness i took a cab. hais. i think if i were to save up the money for cab, i'll be a millionare already. But thats not the main point. i left like 1 whole page and 3 questions for both physics and chemistry prac Blank. i suck. went home to nua on bed and use comp till NOW. wasted my time and i kept grumbling bout me haven start studying. tsk tsk.

junyong and karen! wah lau, junyong's face lie : humph wo shi shu nu. LOLS (taken @ night.)

his forehead has the following words: i hate photography.

ya la i at home zi lian la.

sulky boy

karen the sunshine. bling bling!

taken last year christmas i think?

alex dont kill me with your shaq face!

3 extreme cases of spasm.

wow. splendid.

wah lau i look so old here

yay. my poster :D

aeron and calvin.

my boyfriend on my bed

this is a funny story about this dress. this is my mum's nightdress. yes la very auntie. please la. your mum is not auntie then what? mutant? anyway i got home seeing this colourful rainbow thingy thinking its my sister's new dress and wanna ask if i can see then... i saw the difference in size and the weird cutting and my mum says is hers. she bought it for 6 bucks. sis and i immediately asked for one to wear together at night and scare the wits out of dad.

pai zhao!

yes calvin! i finally edit your photo. dont blame me if you find it ugly huh ;/

me and half of cheeyong's head. okay la i admit i trying zi lian halfway and i realised his head is there

superrrrrrr long ago. xueyuan and junyong!

me and my beloved jiahui! before she and i had our haircuts.

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off i go to start studying. toodles!

2009-04-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to Mommy (; she was super nice recently- partly because we went to eat dinner with her. i got matchmaked with some 1992 smart & thin boy. oh gosh! i dont wanna so early decide my wedding (though maybe two years later). taking photos of junyong with karen is fun, pity my usb sot sot one. argh! red phone ;D wow. must start to mug for exams already. jiayou everyone! the blue joke was funny. clarence's joke is funnier lols.

2009-04-07T16:22:00.002+08:00

there are so many twosided beasts in this world. i am not meaning the dragon kind but human's personality. the truth is everyone are like that. particularly, i had a friend like this. but my friend always denied of being like that. so in the end my friend's all the friends thought that actually it is my fault. i did not ever said once i did no wrong. but i had been given the death sentence immediately. to L and C, its not me who did not wanna listen to what has really happen. is just someone who had never given me a chance to know about it properly. but instead pushed the blame to me of being not-there-for-him/her. hey buddy, do you dare to say that all the things you told me are willingly and not i keep asking that kind? i tried to talk to you but whats your reaction? then whats the point rambling (thats what i am doing) all the crap when some times its just you and your bunch of childish friends and acts that is causing you all the trouble?

i tell you now, i am not happy

2009-04-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

Just a quick update before i buzz off to my little cave with only my blanket pillow bolster and momo ;>
1). this is my 276 post!
2). went home after school and suffer under my sister's hands. put on a mask that needs to be peeled off like a fresh new skin. and its quite painful at cheeks area. and she pull so hard that all the way, i seems like Ahhhh ahhh OOOhhh Painnn Ahhhhh ahhh! (sounds wrong huh) and there she is Laughing. what a nice sister huhs.
3). i pity all the cabl(s). childish people. never grow up. tsk tsk.
4). tomorrow is my napha test and i just ate like a pig. i cant imagine my weight. oh man!
5). i cried again
6). my mum accuse me of watching porn when i was watching a taiwanese drama (er zhuo ju zhi wen 2)http://www.mysoju.com/it-started-with-a-kiss-2/ -> during a bed scene. -.- alex is gonna laugh. damn!
7). told jiahui about my bra-victoriasecret-joke and i cant forget it now. Ahhhh!
8). i am going to zoo!
9). super busy doing something. i need printer!
10). zhao liao. bye!

2009-03-25T22:18:00.002+09:00

Life sucks. okay. life sucks. i don't need you to read this post if you thought you could get some nice gossips or stories here. for example if you're a dog, you better get lost. there wont be any gossips or stories in this post and i certainly Dont need any of your dog mouth to comment. think i am vulgar? think i am chao ah lian? think i act one fierce or whatever bullcrap? So what. i dont even need your comments to survive. they just make me pissed for like 0.00000001 second? get a life to all these dogs.
yes thats not the main point. i admit i am not in a very nice mood now and i am babbling all my unpleasant feelings and thoughts in this poor blog of mine. if youre not happy too, just get lost. i am certainly sure i am not posting anything racist or anything that will disrupts negative impact on the country's racial harmony. so who cares if you're offended by this post? so i repeat. if you think i am talking about you, stop reading the moment you reach this line. if not your poor little nincompoop (or whatever spelling) stupid childish heart gets hurt, i gets the blame. so you get it? when you reach here, just use your mouse and click the big red cross. i give you ten seconds to continue.

okay main point. i assume now there are no more dogs and childish readers. so i can get down to my *@&^$@($^(@#&$@#)*&$#@)$&#)$&#)(&$#(@)&$U shittypieceofnews. you know what is the feeling of "feel like smashing a flower pot into someone's mouth and hit the face till the face rots and stuffing a sharp metal pole through the throat?" yes thats how i am feeling right now. i can kill. i mean, people gets these kind of feeling once in a while when someone gets you really Fished up. and i must admit i had quite a many times i did this. cant blame me for my bad temper. theres no need to blame my mum too. she has bad temper too. yes, and there is this One person who is just so amazingly caused me to have sleepless nights and sore eyes. i admit i cried pissed angried irritated over this matter.
what will you do if someone that was really close to you suddenly blast you with all the hurting words that you wont imagine him/her saying? and that him/her had actually promised the so-called " never gonna hurt you " policy? so actually this dumb promise is actually a bull crap too? what will you do when one day when you're happily using the computer and suddenly there is this conversation that will turn your mood down all the way within 5 min?

forget it. Bye.

2009-03-22T22:32:00.011+09:00

taken this at tampines. i love this picture man. always make me want to take ladder and climb up the sky to touch the scorching sun ;/

the women : roslin edwina hilary chunluan! taken during annual camp

we learned whats womanhood in npcc. we had close relationships. even its hugging one another even they are muddy and disgusting

yes, we learned what is boob implant too. free biology lessons on Live with explanation

mrs neo! this is racial harmony

star become flower.

the group of tee kos.

kung fy masters!

D's pose number one!

D's pose number two!
My lovely boys xue yuan and jun yong!

dunman bestows knowwwwwledge the torch of lifeeeee

the cutest girl is the third

D's pose number three

junyong: darling! who you looking! why never look at me!

tsk tsk junyong dont want take piccy with jinhui

Humph

NOOOOO

tadah! proof i got see jinhui on bus

shuling and wendy

random.

went to serve at dialect chuch after service today with calv. met several nice people but my leg hurts after standing and walking and stuffs for 3 hours without sitting ;(

Calv's pictures

sisters forever la!

my beloved boys sleeping
GOTCHA

YA LA. SISTERS LA

CRISPY GERRRYYY~

tadah!

2009-03-21T20:43:00.002+09:00

i cant be bothered to blog nowadays. but a few updates about what happened recently:

1) i lost my d&t file today

2) Daniel is ubber sweet to help me find (at general office)
3) i became a liar in people's eyes after doing so much

4) monkey is coming service tml ;)

5) sister and i ate overdue mayo in salad

6) blister on my nose & i am disfigured now.

7) xueyuan is back!

8) junyo is being so niceeeee

9) mudder and fadder are being cute recently
10) lastly, i am blogging now ;D

2009-03-20T10:38:00.003+09:00

yes, i tried to do all what i can to make people laugh
nigahaga and fred are my tools. (i love them!) - whatever!
i tried by all means to stop myself, not to cry

2009-03-15T22:30:00.008+09:00

junyong! chocolate and oreo! :D

2009-03-14T00:21:00.006+09:00

Hoho, had my ever first night lessons - english with mrs neo. it was rather boring? but the before and aftermath were fun! was having lessons (innocently) and mrs neo came in and nagged at us "4E ah, must really buck up you know, i am really very worried about some of you ah....." then i screamed : Mrs neo! i love your bangs. she was like HUH?! and i screamed in a slower version : Mrsssss Neooooo, I.. I..I L..o..veeeee You...r B...A...N...G...S!!!!!! and she touched her hair and was "heh, nice huh." and syalabi said very loud after mrs neo walked off " hmm so that was our principal?"

Lols! funny right. and the after is after english and me and alex are gonna walk to inter (innocently again) and we were chatting when we saw ruobei hengwei syalabi daniel clarence. dont know why and we started Racing. (starts with me la actually) but.... the winner pair is Syalabi and Clarence and the second is the Darlington Pair - Alex and Hilary! wooo congrats to the team ;/

Tadah! winning team. lols! then me and alex gossip talk gossip talk swing swing until tamp inter and we saw the bling bling construction site that is gonna be completed soon and we took piccys. see for yourself ;)

oh yeah. soaring, flying, to my dreams, to be free

so near yet so.... NEAR!

killing terry lerry herry perry in 3 seconds

someone act cute ;X

oh ghosts!

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yes, thats all for today. the next update will be hilary doing split. taken just now :) excitement must be built up before i show you :D

my future cat. Damn cute. but not as cute as me though ;/ not as cute as roseanna too

some sec1 lame pose

alex. my bag

3 chao ah bengs. 1 xiao BOBO. 1 xiao polka dots. 1 xiao victim

my ass is huge, jealous?

yes, thats all.

i am dissappointed. so you need certain reasons to treat people good.

emaths sucks

2009-03-12T20:04:00.003+09:00

Yes, common test is finally coming to an end (soon) . which means i can sleep early soon! my daily routine is like damn unhealthy? sleeping after eating and waking up in the middle of the night to stone & maybe study. oh man. dark rings round and round. i finally have the chance to blog. miss this tiny little web. (:>) & i tempted people today with my full of love lunchbox (aluminium foil) with my mum's love love fried rice ;D well anyway did i mention that i had a bad day today? make my blood boils like boiling water. errr okay. which boiling water does not boil?
who cares! samantha and i are being drama mama when D walks past us lols. you'll never catch our inside joke darling!

yes was upset today. emaths results. its really an irony to be upset when you got F**king 26/40 or even 28/40. oh please. wanna compare? i got 21/40. happy? i passed by one mark only. listen okays. One Mark. eh, dont anyhow flood me with messages crapping about "its about the standard they give themselves" or even what "hard work" shits. i woke up at 11 to study till 2 and continue at 4 to 5 everyday. hows that. though with frequent fall-asleep, (i am tired what, i not robot) i had put in my effort ok? yeah i know you guys dont know what link hilary and hard work has because she is always a failure in everything. yeah, go and bang yourself on the wall.

studying with Big Mouse

Camwhoring with small dog

Yes, if i can be so happy everyday

it will be a wonder

2009-03-09T19:24:00.001+09:00

i didnt know why i feel like this
perhaps i should not think for a miracle at all
because fairytales dont come true at all

Baaaaaa

2009-03-05T19:41:00.005+09:00

ahhh, i am dead beat. studies study & more studies. want my short-cow-life man. you see, i so tired until i take piccy and fall asleep (glance on top) and i dont bother editing my piccys nowadays! if you realise, good for ya. haha! yesterday was a sucky day for me mans. bedok sucks my socks. :( walked around bedok with a tight bladder for 3 hours plus. and i wasted all the time for nothing! just for 2 textbooks. but no use in the end.

my face to you Ng Wei Guang! make me wait so long while you go play play play. you owe me 2 hours man! suckerrrrrrr. wasted my precious time lor, really. zzzz. waste my energy too. damn!

but thank goodness for fenglong for his phone call and weiming who is happening to be nearby and offered to walk me to that dumb place.* weiguang sucks again. & fenglong is an ass. really. i was holding on w/ my urine. and then he trying to make me more tempted to urine. i should have go his house and flood the toilet. wasted! and he pee in the drain everyday. so disgusting. unhygenic man! tsk tsk. Warning: if your house the drain smells horrible and smells like have ammonia, must be this chap! just contact him at Feng-long-pees. 3364 5664 7337. good luck!

blehs. this is for you again, weiguang. i told ya! good blogging material ;P

today was nothing but after school was something. went home with syalabi hengwei ruobei. and syalabi is a professor in certain "biology science". lols. going home with them are fun. and my new going school going home kaki is ahmad syalabi seet! ;D

roseanna, if you're seeing this. I am cute ;D dont jealous la. D* love you.

updates!

2009-03-02T22:35:00.005+09:00

There is one reason why i loveeee taking pictures at night or when i have the mood to and also especially when i have calvin's camera! okay, thats two reasons. firstly is because my phone cant upload while calvin's cam can! and secondly, i'll look nice w/ the 8mgp. lols. hope he dont see this then wont lend me cam le ;/ calvin you rock my ass! with your burps (known as farts).

had lots of work to be completed man. so stress and someone has to make me more pissed. so whats with your bad mood? so do i need to report what am i doing to you every seconds? fine then. you're seriously being unreasonable. if you dont know whats that. check it out @ http://www.dictionary.com/. its not i venting my anger on you. reflect on your own childish character la okay

i still love you. you're still the best. my best cuddling partner

random piccys taken when i went downstairs to photocopy gracia's chem ws

studying in progresss~

picked up my neighbour's letter

when is my next rainbow be?

2009-02-22T11:17:00.007+09:00

will blog next time. feeling unwell

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2009-02-19T21:57:00.002+09:00

I am upset, yeah sure i am. i think either i am crazy, or i am crazy, or i am crazy. i am supposed to upload piccys today but i am lazy to. i think i shall jst stick with my essay blog. it invites more people in than blog with pictures. i wanna remind you again (;P) please press at the ad at the side okays, if you love me! if you dont, go and piss in your pants(or skirts). is today awesome? the last few days without calvin jiahui cheeyong are like so empty. but going to alex's home is more of a torture. its fun its fun its fun! but the fuji apple incident is.. errr.. i was upset just now. last min cancellations and i realise all the lies are just to make me shut up. having crappy results when i worked hard till 12 plus everyday. being late for school and getting scolded. family matters, money. what's more out there for me to be endured?

2009-02-16T18:19:00.003+09:00

This is not an emo post yo. people have feelings. its only if they know how to express it. i have feelings, & i just dont want to keep inside me. Feelings. there are so many definitions of "feelings".

1. the function or the power of perceiving by touch
by having physical touch, you actually transmits a feeling of warmth, love, security. i've felt that once before and i will not forget that joyful feeling. i believe none of us will if we really did cherish it. every holding of hand, i still remember how you hate it and i will just cling on you like some little girl ; never wanna let you go. every picture we take and you will hold me tightly. i even innocently brush aside the facts that you two timed me thrice, lied to me many times. because that time, i just want you to be happy, before you enter boyshome. the letter you typed, the promise you made was never fulfilled..

2. a particular sensation of this kind: a feeling of warmth, a feeling of pain.
warmth. pain. i received both from you. its really amazing for me to be able to be with a ahbeng for so long. i never expected it, somemore its you. i had a bad impression that guys dont cherish relationships. and wow. we enjoyed each other's company for a whooping ten months. we have many falls but each time one of us will pick us up again. i cried many times, but each time there will be someone who'll comforts me and we'll be together again. i laughed whenever i am with you because you just loves irritating me to the max and made me laugh and pissed at the same time. it is just that particular sensation that i can never be angry with you. i am never angry with you. even when you two time me, my 1st reaction is "am i not suitable for you?" it is only when the beloveds around me starting shouting at me to wake up, saying that you are not worthy that effort. i chose to let go. for once.

3. capacity for emotion, esp. compassion: to have great feeling for the sufferings of others.
you cant deny the fact that i have a huge capacity of tolerance. for your mistakes, for your heck care attitude. from the day you tried to woo me-get my attention-having a secret relationship-breaking up cos you've no feeling-patching-two timing-break up-patching-two time-lies-break ups. i've remember each and single thing. you cant deny the fact that i am able to tolerate all of these bullshits. yes, you thought i am strong. if not you wouldnt hurt me again and again. i tell you right now, i am not. i lost my self esteem and it dropped to the lowest point. it even comes to the fact that people around me are reminding me of you. you're ever the first guy to call me fat and made my self esteem drop. wow. because there are just so many many many things that you're the only one who've done that, it made you special. thats why i have been trying so hard to forget you. it've been 4 months without you
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I've learnt how to cry and how to love... I know what it's like to be betrayed, and I know what it's like seeing the person who betrayed you change into the rightful person you'd love him to be.
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you made me learn alot. really. but right now, i've learnt what is important and what is not. i know what is love and what is pain. i know what is upset and what is relationship. i found out the real meaning of bgr. Loving does not consist of boy/gays/girls/lesbians only. i learnt about God, family, friends - they are the people i really want to learn to love before stepping into relationship. you wont understand. because you dont even want to try or change. perhaps all the things you did for me now are just acts to woo me back. i appreciate it. but like i said, i dont want to wish for a fairytale that i know wont happen to poor filthy cinderella. i am that cinderella trapped in the house. i dont want to step out yet.
i will get into a relationship until my prince come and fetch me in a horse. i know all these puppy love wont last. so why bother?
chai, i know your character. thanks for everything. even it comes to a point where by you wanna hate me. hate me then. i tried asking you to come to church and you will understand why i have changed so much. but you didnt want to. thanks for the song, smses, feelings, emotions. i will keep them deeply in my heart. right now, i dont want any relationships at all. be it you, chee, jiahui(opps! we not les), or even alex!(lols, laopo) i want to love God family friends wholeheartedly.

if you think that i am emo-ing, go and pee yourself in the pants!

i dont want any tags that says "hilary cheer up" if there are, i hope you can just bang the wall or just go pee in the pants yourself!

i've grown to a whole new level of love today ;)

be proud of me

*if you think that its ubber childish/make no sense, who asks you to read in the first place? ;)

2009-02-16T00:28:00.001+09:00

I am crying, again

2009-02-11T20:01:00.006+09:00

CLICK ON THE AD FIRST! ;D before readinggggg
thanks! i loveee you!
i promised i will blog today *oh shits
ytd was fun but today was funner!
will upload piccys tommorrow. i needa study for tests!
had 3 tests namely geog, ss and phy tml
i think i just gonna study ss.
time passes real fast.with the blink of an eye,
its feb already! two more days to valentine's
i told everyone that i'll want to be alone and yeah
i dont know why ;////
perhaps i had been too stressed out till my mind exploding
and i feel really closed. its really hard talking these few days
oh mans

alex: comeon baby i wanna seduce you!
2 retards: beh?

alex: peekaboo!
hilary: i wanna siam

dustbin: i am as red as a apple!
calvin: heh, i like red and i like apple! *munchs
hilary: heheheheh, i like white and i like calvin the elephant!

Macdonalds delivery to mrt station

me and edwina! this is tidy

i confirm danny will loveeee this piccy

he lost his hair now

the angelic marianne

(nun-to-be) Opps!

junyo's little piggy on hilary's little hand

lols, chiobu ;x

my shop!

emoing in progress

alone, bitch

2009-02-10T20:16:00.002+09:00

(before reading, please click on the ad! thanks love!)
lousy mood yesterday but i manage to cheer up yo!

was late for school day with cheeyong.
not our fault okays! we woke up pretty early

its the bus uncle la! tsktsk

lecture from mr yap & eat mac yum yum!

lessons and i slept again! during math and chinese ;/

i realised 4e has a talent for running away from lessons ;)

and went for d&t then homed.

my classroom wall.

wanna say that Mr Lew lovesssss neopets as much as i love my people!

he plays neopets everyday after finishing his work

and and and he is going out with his GIRLFRIEND this sat!

so 4E dnt people! please do finish your work

so that mr lew no need come back! ;D

neh neh poo poo! mr lew ;) your secrets are Out.

I want a valentine

2009-02-09T22:22:00.004+09:00

today is shit shit shit shit (x98437492877349294923)
firstly i had a super duper sway day today
NUMBER ONE1. -kena some horrible bacteria of flu when i dont want it @ all
So, i was sneezing allllll the way
__ neh neh.
NUMBER TWO2. -kena said by mrs oh for some stupid thing
i think she is one of the teachers that like to scold students for nth.
like make a fuss out of nothing. asshole
so what if i dont have manners? i am a bad-bred girl. nehni nehni poo poo
NUMBER THREE3. -mr lew says i must finish my d&t by this friday
no comments. cos i am the one who is late in deadline
NUMBER FOUR4. -some retarded teacher pulled me out cos she thought i was laughing during the counsellar investiture -.-
wah lan eh! whats with all the teachers today?! lucky i know how to talk back man. whew. thanks to mum for my strong mouth
NUMBER FIVE5. -super hungry and still need stay for d&t
lucky lucky mr lew give me eat pineapple tart ;/
NUMBER SIX6. -lost ezlink card
this is really fuck fuck fuck okay! arrrr. i felt like some chao ah lian scolding vulgarities now but i cant take it! you cant ask me to say "Funny Funny Funny" instead right. lame siaaaaaa. and that ass tamp uncle just wanna slack. so he just say "eh, write down name & contact. find le, i call you" stupid mama! his mum feng. zzzz! slackerrrrr! then i call toa payoh & kpkb but i still get same results.
NUMBER SEVEN7. -got two stalkers. one @ tamp, one @ train to clark quay.
alamak!
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last but not least, i wont forget how i fell during adamkhoo dinner.
fcuk man! the only good thing that happen is the time when i gave calv's his two boxers. i love his ultraman one! i swear i gonna buy the doraemon one ;P

i gonna make this for my d&t artefect ;D
rainbow cake!

2009-02-07T23:33:00.004+09:00

hellos! after long wait, i am here once again! adamkhoo was one word.

fantastic. abit regretted not calling my parents come siaaaa

its too late for regrets. choices have Consequences!

and yeahhh, recently many manehhhh problem siol

and i fell and some dumbos mamas laughed their heads off.

dont think i forgot who laughed. (P,S,R,H) retribution yo!

damn pissed. grrrr

he is back again, i knew how to deal with it

but sometimes some people always lower down my self esteem

by commenting bout me

if not, they will tell me to do things and i hate it
oh whatever !

this is close friends and i love them.

they are like my shit, i am the toilet bowl. i will cover them be it rain/ shine

2009-02-01T22:43:00.004+09:00

I am feeling like this today ;)
I wanna smile like nobody's business & laugh like there are no buttocks in the world. lawls
went out with cheeyong, jiahui, xueyuan today
& it was fun.
i was late (again) and we went to watch bride wars.
it was touching. *alexandrateng! i wanna sit with you when we watch again!
she says she wanna turn into a crazy monkey in a cinema o.o
okays, anyways after movie went to eat & started go crazy
i wanna take pictures of my d&t and i told them
"eh, pose untidy ley."
& yuan came with this smart pose:

(retarded no.1)
after that went to makan & i think i ate 12 prawns (minus one drop on table)
thanks to cheeyong and xueyuan who dont wanna eat them
took neoprints after that!
and many zi lian piccys ;D

no1. blur kok. cheeyong is acting cuteeeee!

no2. two smileys and one tallie

no3. what the heck is that?!

no4. cheeyong's black face and two cuteeee girls

no5. this is not taken today but wanna upload it cos matthew's birthday is just yesterday! happy birthdayyyyyy!

no6. open mouth everyone!

no6. asshole xueyuan and his random take. and cheeyong's se mi mi look

no7. one eye two eyes three eyes and one tongue?

no8. clearer version of no7. but with teeth

no9. yay happy faces

no10. when we gonna bai nian last week

2009-01-30T22:24:00.002+09:00

Hello earthlings, it has been a long while i had taken piccys of myself

since calvin's camera + memory card reader is with me

i must utillise the use of it right!

cannot let it go waste. ;p

so i must thank calvinteng here!

anyways ignore the pimple on my face ;/

stayed for english & dnt today

mr lew loves saying who is who's boyf. lols

and and i went home aloneee today!

nothing to say cos i am bbusy chatting with allyxandra. ;)

i know danielchong's big secret!

2009-01-29T22:58:00.004+09:00

i promised bananana that i'll blog asap
i had many things to blog about
like today, the npcc-conflict, my sakae with daniel
& i am feeling super sick now
i think i puked out my polar sugar roll and dinner just now
mummy, help me ;(
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i got the dumb freaking cold from unknown today
& i cant stop sneezing ;/ poor me
went for detention & mr lim was ubbber cooool!
off to study with cheeyong after that
& met karen! @ tamp
i am not in the mood to blog but, oh well
yeah, polar cakes are not trustable : says cheeyong
he bought a brownie with his last 2 bucks
and it turns out to be a normal choc cake.
oh well ,
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sakae with daniel!
words cant describe but it was cooool
wanna compete to see who can eat more
but in the end, we both cant eat more than 20 -.-
and theres this guy who had a record in the sakae restaurant.
he ate 80 plus plates!
which means 160 plus sushi!?
i had a video that shows how i eat salmon. (with daniel)
try to upload soon
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2009-01-27T23:56:00.002+09:00

Cheena Xin Yar! my style of saying chinese new year.
coooool rightttt. i know * blushhh
one proud thing to mention today.
i took 4 cabbies today & di siao two uncles
waste money mans, thanks to the visitations ;/
one uncle was freaakkking rude.
english so bad & stills says i am n level.
slap him! & he says "hong pao" as "hong dao"
red knife -.- for what.
weirdo anyways.
visited jiahui choiyun mr lee house today
and then lastly my sweeeet home
dad+mum ubber excited bout my friends coming my house
shifted furniture & cook
-.- as if jiahui never see the pathetic sight before
played monopoly & i paid calvinteng $9250 (x4)
did i bankrupt? No!
I am proud of that. haha.
i kidnapped calvin's spongey (again)
we're gonna have a good night. *evil smiles
ok byeeeeeee ♥

2009-01-27T00:56:00.004+09:00

Happy Moooooo Year!
Was so happy that i went to grandma's house
& it is not as boring as last time!
Went to Chinatown from around 1 plus to 4 plus (am, mind you)
Homed & sorted out sweets till 6?
Super tired & beloved Jiahui woke me up
to watch movie - The Wedding Game
not bad lar, able to make me choke on popcorn
so many parts abit horny horny dehs.
those below 14 yrs old, please dont watch!
Calvin and his urine made me laugh today & we raced to toilet
Homed! & i am visiting tomorrow.
See ya loveys!

2009-01-25T13:52:00.002+09:00

my mum is going crazy.

2009-01-12T20:30:00.009+09:00

Dang! Many things to make me feel excited today. 1st is that i can blog! 2nd is that my dearest lovey babies gave me a doraemon watch! (no piccys, just approach me & i will show you the watch ;P) 3rd is that my olevels chinese's results is out (my amaths too). i have pictures too! the revival of this piccys-dead blog is coming shortly! piccys are not in order but who cares? lazy to rotate the piccys too, so sorry arh!

okays, this is on the redline bus when we are returning from dolphin lagoon. i gave that dumb grim face cos i was thinking about matthew's topman shirt ;D *hao lian lor he. okays whatever, i think i look cuter in the picture, oh whatever

Yes, group picture! Duyaa syalabi me matthew. everyone smiles the same yo. cool! oh my gosh, hengwei & ruo bei joining in the fun too. well, one big happy class ;D did you realise matthew is forcing his eyes to be bigger?

me & the oh-so-seductive syalabi. he looks so horny in this piccy ya. he looks like "heh heh, wanna lie on my other shoulder?" hope he wont look @ my blog. he will freaking chop me into pieces

group picture again! the lighting abit sucky cos the sun is not on our side ;( well, everyone smile!

this is supposed to include Duyaa, but she cuts herself off

me & chenpei acting weird in the toilet, competing whose camera better & also whose hair longer & whose face scarier. what do you think

wanted to delete mr lew's piccy but i see the lighting & pose & the colour like so artistic sia. with his "hmm i am thinking" pose. he is single & available okays!

chenpei is laughing i think. gotcha!

my partner in crime, my partner in sentosa ;>

after this piccy, i was telling her. "chenpei, i think no matter how i look taller than you sia, shortie" she was like -.-

me & bone being the model while chenpei is teaching clarence how to take piccy. we stood there for like..... ten minutes?

david! the most cool guy in class & he loves hui xi

clarence! the most weird guy in class

chenpei! the most photogenic girl in class

bone family (why the heck they are so skinny?!)

took this huge crab & save it cos i thought of kenneth & his parang teeth. See kenneth! i thought of you even i am away in sentosa! cant imagine if this crab is his, how will he eat it man

giant sotong! *yum

me & chenpei in the super small toilet with the super Cute rachel & also gracia

duyaa & matthew again

rachel is not cooperating very well to the "ugly faces group photo" theme.

us again!

okays, everyone spastic! argh, why rachel's face forever same

grrrr! chenpei! why you hideee

makan time! notice clarence's retarded face?

okays, this is one of the reason why he looks like primary school kid & of course, retarded. he loves to act cute.

2009-01-10T16:17:00.001+09:00

I am back

2009-01-07T22:59:00.003+09:00

amaths exam today
like waw! its over, humans! its overrrrrr
i finally slept in class today after 3 days of not sleeping
*achievement huhs*
tamp malled with yong & aiko,
walked for couple of years man
talked to yong about some stuffs, hope he feel better!
did i mention that my class will be painted hot pink & green?
(my fave colours) ? ;D

2009-01-05T19:47:00.003+09:00

eh, fucker. dont push all the blame to me if you're the one in the wrong. whats wrong with using money given by my father to buy bag? its him the one giving the money, not you. dont assume its me who is a spendtrift. then what you call someone who buys useless lottery & (still complains not enough money) everyday? now you're even eye-ing my bursary award. where are my bursary awards since pri 1? i haven seen them nor touched them. what a mother.

*stop calling me names if you're the one that caused me to become this way

2009-01-05T18:26:00.004+09:00

School was a long day with d&tamathsenglishassembly.
I never slept in class today *triumph
Tamp-Malled with Hui & Cal today
Not forgetting Nat, I love her man
She is so hiong till you dont need to scare being bullied,
Rock on baby!
Read Wf's blog just now & is very touched by what she says
Its just like the old me, the cant-put-down-W the me
Off to makan now,

* Alex, Junyong, Xue Yuan ; You're missed!

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能不能给我一首歌的时间

静静的把那拥抱变成永远

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* Eunice made us a slideshow,

I am touched by the note.

(Ask from me to borrow it to see, if you want )

2009-01-02T14:44:00.004+09:00

Yeahs, i'm staring into blank space

Thats what i do now in class, loner.

I'm not emo-ing or what alrights, i just dont like the people in class

(that i refuse to talk)

1st day of school is not bad, laughing @ sec1s with Daniel

No one will di siao me in class le, without him

Oh man, why must he drop to Na man!
School sucks,

More more more piccys of what i did during hols will be uploaded ;D

I am gonna shopping with Hammy later!

I wanna buy a sharky school bag, but saw people with it already ;[

Saded times 999999 million

I let people see Cal& Jiahui's sleeping piccy

thinking if i should upload it, maybe if they're nasty to me ;P

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Shopping with these two tallies.

Bbq again! We're chasing each other.

Kenneth's birthday

; Everyone act cute okay! (stupid cheeyong,kenneth & jordy, dao for what!)

; Everyone act dao okays! ( stupid xue yuan & jordy - zzzz)

Meatball Teddies, thats what we are!

Humans eating meatballs and loveeee Teddies!

(like who dont love a big teddy right)

2008-12-31T12:46:00.002+09:00

Hi loveys! baaaaa. I am back
It has been a long break & i really *woohoo* enjoyed myself
Friends have been a major part of me
The so-called "LP" aka Late Pros,
have been formed & namely ;
HilaryCheeyongCalvinJiahuiAlexJunyongXueyuan
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These are my lovey babies that i adored.
Tuition had been a great joy too
with uncle roger's lame "bloody-no-idea" jokes
& also yong&yuan's entertaining chit chats.
Outings are more fun, with tikos
i enjoyed my hols. *big smiles
I am gonna countdown @ cal's house & sleepover today
It will be fun *cheeky*

Introducing the dumbest mooomooo in the world,

Xueyuan's contact pic!

the fantastic trio!

(why am i touching my ass ;/)

Taken by Yuan's phone @ tuition. testing the camera

The Gab Twins

My lovey babies!

Xueyuan(Sioky)

-Father is the CEO of Shokubutzu (whatever spelling) company.

-Rich chap

-Also known by Uncle Roger to be "Smart Boy"

-Currently Attached

-Blissfully attached to Choi Yun

Junyong(Zebraaaaaa)

-Assistant Tao eh of 9 Dragons gang

-Husband of Long tou lao da (Dragon Head)

-Has been abused by wifey for 11 years

-Blissfully attached.

-Fantastic 2-timer

Cheeyong(Hammy)

-Eeleng says he is cute

-works as a expensive ice cream seller *irony*

-Single

-Height of 123cm

-BFF with Wendy

Calvin(Xiang Ge)

-The head of all elephants

-The most well-known person with elephants

-1st person to have a cock growing on face

-The Mr Nice Guy

-Single

Hilary(Moomoo)

-The everything-come-in-fours animal

-4 boobs, 4 stomachs

-Single

-Height of 321 cm

-weight of 65322kg

Jiahui(Obasan Hui)

-The cleaniest girl you can ever find

-Sweet & gentle & quiet

-Shortest among everyone

-Height of 23cm

Kaixin(Happy Girl)

-The happiest girl you can find

-Cute & gentle

-Greentea & Mentos supplier

-The BFF you are finding

-Love her friends super much

2008-12-16T17:31:00.003+09:00

Humanities paper sucked to the core. I can very well say that right to your face. In a shitty mood now, dont wanna talk at all. Dont even wanna do anything. I wanna be alone with myself. Fuck off people. Did you hear that? Wont be blogging for a period of time

2008-12-13T15:56:00.002+09:00

Chee is my maid
Chee is my maid
Chee is my maid
& fyi , i wanna dance Elevate!
Para para sakura! <3

2008-12-13T15:00:00.003+09:00

Yeah, there are times when i really really miss holding your hand

The times when you wont keep your stupid hand locked to mine

But you seriously freaked me out yesterday

What you're doing makes me feel that i dont understand you at all

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So yesterday Emerge.

One word to describe.

S-U-P-E-R-B!

Some thing happened before meeting Chee

& Chee is like a character in Twilight

He can read mind. Maybe he is Edward huhs

But nahs, he is not as handsome/muscular as Edward ;)

Went to CHC & Emerge started

Ah lec says she gonna surprise me with her dance

& Wow, she did with her fluffy fluffy skirt princess tiara + innocent look 100%

Ah lec looking like that?! You missed it if you never turn up. :p

Cal & Joey are progressing slowly ;/

So i had to sit between them (me being th lightbulb, obviously!)

The cute guy who sang Im Yours is seriously Cute

But i think my Dad is cuter

Homed after that & Chee is my 1 month maid ;>

* Dont mess with Hilary

2008-12-11T13:30:00.010+09:00

Ho Ho Ho, Christmas is around the corner.
& Domokun's birthday is yesterday! Happy birthday

Ah Don! ;)
Pressie wait next year though ;P
Okays back to main point
How long has i stopped blogging? Opps! So long,
Beware that this is gonna be a longgggg blogspot (i wanna shit out all my feelings)
Christmas is around the corner, people are confirm busy with pressies & stuffs
But christmas also tells one thing - 2008 is gonna be over
Over. What a simple word to use
Simple word, but complicated feelings. At least, for me.
People always awaits the new year but not me
Perhaps i had been so used to be stuck in a pathetic memory
But i dont want to get out of it because it is really one of the best times i had

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1)- The Closest Friends I Used To Had , are gone

What an irony, BFFs. Wow.

BFFs to land in this state? Not trying to mean anything

But seriously looking @ how dumb & not-cherishing I am

Who am i to tell people to cherish when i did not in the 1st place right

I miss you so much, i really do. Is our friendship limited only to that one year?
Hahs, i miss the times when we will go ECP & play T/D with Jerrer&Jinhui
I miss the times when i will send you all to school
I miss you.

Hi girls, in case you all never realise i'm always alone in class
Hope you all know that i seriously cant fit in with you all
Not i dont want, but its just some Retard who moron-nic a fan of some singers
That seriously turns me off.

Oh, i've been with this guy.. 6 years
6 years of hi-bye-friend. to become a close friend
Its lost again, the only time he contacted me - wanna borrow twilight book

Danny, study together & only for that period of time
That period of MisswongDannyHilary time
After that, the memories are flicked behind our backs like dirt

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2)-The Crazy Things Friends really do , together

The Dumb Cal with his dirty look, after looking @ ah peks ;/

The Dont-care-tired Jiahui still willing to take piccy with me

Under encouragement of Alex & Cal to do this dirty act

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3)- Relationships, time to 放手

Still got whoever, its time to let go

I know. Its hard to let go of this chap

He dont know how to take care of himself

I laughed @ my own silliness now & then

But i know, all these takes time.

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3)- The Road We Walked Together , is way too long

The road we walked, be it bitter sweet sour or even salty
The person that was with me, i am really grateful

When i cant step out of my unhappiness
The people that are there for me - are there

When i am worried sick about some things
The person that will put her hand on my shoulder & says its alright - she is there

When i love my bear like freaking mad
The people that love it too because i love it - are there too

Hi friend, 1 year of friendship is gonna plus 1 more year
2 years babe! Being crazy together, tonning together

We've done so many things together

Oh man, your place in my heart is seriously un-smashable

We've been so close

until Cal comes in & we became the Unbeatable Trio <3

Hi guy, the Ahhboiiiiiiiiiiii that never grow up from his Pokemon(all the mons)

Now including spongebob, ;/

1 year of workingpartner-BFF-daddy-maid-master-brother

We've been through so much

Including doing stupid thing like going to airport to colour -.-

Love makes you blind, but Friends make you dumb ! ;PP

I admit thats the dumbest thing i've done except the underwear thing

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4)- The One-Night-Stand Friends, are outta of my life

The Ahbenggggs

The Sexy Momma

The Korean Hottie (3-day-stand)

Alpha, Chai's Nephew

Power Rangers SPD' Big Fan

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So when its time to 放手,

i really need to open my hands ..

2008-11-28T17:25:00.004+09:00

The AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Some auntie's purple pubic hair ;/ *Sorry Lec

Hey yo! Hilary is like backkkkkzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz

I am back back back! Credits to Ah Chee!

Okays, outing with the Ah(s) are superrrr funnnnehhh

Orchard-ed ;/

Alex did something Humongours (whatever spelling)

She shall reveal it herself ;>

And and and and, many things happened recently.

Ah Chee had moved home yesterday

awwwww, * cry people

Yepps yepps, thanks for all that thought i will be super devastated

for the C. thing.

Well, i got over it already.
& i miss my old friend , He changed

2008-11-24T22:39:00.000+09:00

爱你的人不可能永远爱你

2008-11-24T21:22:00.006+09:00

Okays, i cant help it but feeling like this again
But dont fret, i am not crying
Just discouraged.dishearted& all the "Dis" you can find for me
Okays i am being lame nowadays,
You cant really hang out with Ah Chee
You will be as lame as a toiletbowl, i can promise you that
Asia Conference was superb! I got that balloon~ *winks
& cam whoring with the suductive Vinc & act-cute Cal & Ah Chee was cool
+ I cant believe that i am hanging out with AhHui & AhChee so often now
It is as often as urinating when you want to
Alriggggghtss why the heck am i saying that when i am eating dinner now?!
I am lame. Yes i am.

Hanged out with Ah Chee today before meeting Ah Lec
Some heartfelt talk about RubberbandsFriendshipCopycatsChurchyWeiming
We have soooo muchies to catch up, girl!

Did i mention that i was soooo sway with my Legs these few days?
1) Slipper broke & walked barefooted from expo-tamp & tamp-home
2) School shoes burst my blisters
3) Heels gave birth to new blisters
4) Twisted my ankle
5) Fell off the bus & 6) happened -.-
6) Green slipper got ran over my SBS1478* today
7) Wanted to kick AhChee but almost lost balance

Okays, so whats gonna happen next? Fell off stairs & break my leg?
*Choy, & touches wood.

Mother is commenting about my IC photo now
She calls my IC photo "lanjiao"
She claims that i have a lanjiao face in the piccy ;O
What an attitude mum i have, cool siol! -.-

I want to watch this movie!
It hits the US box office! ;D
It is coming on 18 Dec, I am soooo gonna watch it

Oh ya before i forget:
AhChee will be doing a stupid act
Shall not reveal it ;) i will make sure i have a video of it!

2008-11-22T21:19:00.002+09:00

★ KENJI // updated ! says:
i would rather try ***** ****
★ KENJI // updated ! says:
like fun
★ KENJI // updated ! says:
HAHAHA

(want more info what Kenji is saying?)
Just join in the bitching session every debrief after Npcc training
or you want special service?
Just give Hilary 1dollar for a piece of super hot news!

2008-11-22T20:33:00.002+09:00

So my day was freaking crap these few days

Yesterday had npcc & bitched bitched again ;/

What a new bitching clique i found ;D

went to Asian Conference & though i rushed down after Npcc

i still ended up in the overflowing room,

It was crap, seriously.

During the service, someone sms me & my mood went to minus 99999999

I asked for some people for opinion but they all said "dont reply" ..

Chiong-ed home but in th end cabbed to AhChee's house

Slipper broke. Gan Sway!

Walked barefooted all the way & Ah Chee helped me chase my last bus ;)

Homed & got extra lecture

Went to meet AhChee for basketball today

But in the end became some heart-to-heart talk that really made me think

Dearie AhHui came & her mum gave me some super bitter medicine for my bad stomach

Dont ever try it! ;x

Jalan-ed around Tm for a short while & homed

& yes, i haven forget him.

i wont like it if you force me to forget.

because what he gave me,

is not only hurt & pain.

but memories that i would want to keep,

and also unkept promises,

that make me continue my love.

For. Him. Only.

2008-11-20T12:12:00.003+09:00

Yo peeeppps!

Zikai says that my blog is an emo one ;/ Who agrees raise up hand!

Anyways, went to Asian Conference yesterday
& i was like late! (grumbles)

So the lesson learnt: Never be late for big events!

So yepps, it was superb like what many people say ;D

AhHui was stunned that church was actually like that

Blister burst & AhChee almost wore my heels ;/

Cabbed home cos the last bus is Sayonarraaa~

The taxi driver wanna hong me ;P

Plus Plus I love my new skin + Url.

Rock it Baby! ;DDD

Warning :

Cicak (Kenneth) will be having his Belated Birthday Party

@ Chong Pang Restaurant

on the 12 December, so Get yourself free on that very day!

i think AhCal,AhChee,AhHui&AhLa are invited ;D

Remember!!!

It is really over now ,

2008-11-19T16:30:00.004+09:00

I am back to singlehood! Stunning huhs. I thought it will be so painful for me,
but it is not so. i think i can carry on my life furthur without him. it is his loss for not
cherishing him, i had done so much for him. well, who cares -.-
but my heart seriously hurts when th attitude i received & when i tore up our
memories that i had spent months writing it. Maybe you can say i am silly.
Cried myself silly,
Had steamboat yesterday with the Ah Clan.
Namely: AhClap.AhCal.AhHui.AhJo.AhLa.AhChee.AhLec!
Nahs, i will know say who is who ;) It rocks man, & i had a new HoneyDarling @ there
She loves me! When i was emoing outside the restaurant after quarreling with weiming,
they asked me to join them in taidi. It sucks when i had to drink when i lost. Cos i lost Many!
AhHui came to find me after that. Played & shopped & jalan & whatever. Superb!
& Did i mention that the restaurant name is Chong Pang Steamboat/BBq restaurant?
Muahaha, dont be shocked. It is just opened by me & AhChee.

Went to find weiming after that but realised he is just a big big coward
that dont appreciate other people's actions
I hope all the girls who know him or whoever, please open your eyes
See through his character okays!
Opps, i am sooooo scared that he asked his gang whack me. How How HOWWWW!
For your information, I Am Giving Attitude Problem Now.
But only to YEW, yew twit !
buaiiiss.myiess lurvber,i will lurb yew foreeverr.
Weiming is a twit! who says You as Yew!

It is gonna end ,

2008-11-18T10:45:00.003+09:00

All the piccys we took.All the promises you made.All the words you said
All is gonna end soon,
I may be irritating by keep sending you smses
But what is it for? I am just trying my very best to keep you by my side as a normal person will do, isn't it? I am just trying to prove myself wrong that you will change one day. I am just trying to show everyone that actually you are a nice chap. I am just trying to let everybody know that i have a superb boyfriend. But you just chose to give up just like that. You dont have any feeling for me anymore, but you dont wanna break too. I guess you just dont want go through this torture of receiving essays smses. I guess you think i am irritating thats why you chose to break because you dont wanna to explain any furthur. You're running away from the reality. You know how much hurt you can inflict on someone by running away? You know how painful it is to endure this all alone? You know how depressing it is to keep thinking of the promises you made? You know how hard it is, for me to stare @ our piccys & all your smses? If you are twotiming me outside, if you like another girl while having a relationship with me, why cant you just tell me straight? Maybe i cant take it. But @ least you can kill that gleam of hope in my heart. You without explaining any furthur, truly makes me dont want give up. I want to be that desperate girl chasing after my own right.

Went out with Cal today

2008-11-14T22:11:00.003+09:00

Mood : Sucky & Confused

No piccys will be uploaded, my cable is bloody hell spoilt.
Lazy to post what happen too
Just click on Cal's blog on the right column

I cried myself to sleep yesterday
Kept waking up
Moodless & confused
I need some assurance

Food rocks

2008-11-11T18:16:00.004+09:00

Dont care why i had the mood to blog suddenly
Piccys are from like 1,898934,000 days ago.
School-ed & Hengwei, Daniel & people are Super Bastard!
I will get my revenge someday, just watch it!
Homed & change & went to meet Aiko to do her IC
She was quite dumb+slow today, i had the feeling ;x
Sorry babeeee~ <3
She wasted 10Bucks on photos & did not do IC in the end ;/
Went back to Tampines to meet Monkey
& i felt so stupid to go back
Homed to use comp till now

You are super dissappointing today
Saying that you are tired to go out with me,
But you can hang out with your friends
Saying that you will Pei ( accompany ) me,
But in the end i was left alone to go home ;
So that you can play mahjong or whatever
Dont blame me if i am upset
I am so stupid & not listen to Aiko & go home

2008-11-09T21:32:00.003+09:00

(I want to be as carefree as her)

Friends around me are either changing / they are having problems
I am grumbling that i have too little close friends
Am i unfriendly? Am i really that sucky? Am i?
Back to th conflict few days back :
My reply will be coming out soon,
Chee , You better read !
Nothing much though, cant use comp
Nothing to blog, Toodles!

2008-11-08T00:50:00.003+09:00

My blog will be in point form today
Was so excited rightttt , I finally blogged after so many many (s)
Thousands day~ My sis locked th comp ;[
Anyways, point form blog :

1) Daniel Chong Wei En Love Benny Aw Kai Jie <3>5)

Was freaking angry that i could flip a mrt train over
Should i name the name? Yes i should. Not i want to boast about who i am freaking angry with, but then i just feel very upset&pissed off. I also dont want to like "show off" or whats so ever, but i just feel that theres nothing to hide if its the Truth & there is such thing like "Freedom of speech". Yes, its Chee. (decided not to name the full name, without his permission) I swear. As you all know i attended church & started to commit myself to Christ these few weeks, & its like i want my closest people around me to get to know God too. Is there anything wrong with that? "Spreading Hilary's Love" , thats how i called it. The more chim chim word -> Evagelism. Correct me if i am wrong. So, me & cal always persuaded people to come. Our closer friends. Like Chee, LJH, & of course, i asked weiming. Its acceptable when you had come for once (like weiming) & then you said that you Dont Want to go. Dont feel like going/Dont want to go. Whatever reasons, as long as you give a Super Firm "NO", why will i force you to go?! I am not crazy in the mind, mind you. i did not prepare a gin & point @ you in the brain & force you to go. I gave you the choice to choose!
Usual conver between me & chee.
Me : You wanna go cellgroup/service?
Chee : For what? Can dont go
Me : Just go laaaa, see see ma!
Me : No need to be a christian to go church de whats,
Chee : zzz. is it compulsary?
Me : just go laaaa, got me & cal
Chee : see 1st later
-Many minutes later-
Me : you going?
Chee : can dont go
Me : huh! go laaaaaaa~
Chee : zzz Okays la, stupid pig. u freaking lame
Me : whatever! go ahhhhh
Then i will receive sms saying that he dont want go.
Then i keep bug him till he "Okay Okay! Go Go"
But did you all ever use your sensible mind & think? What for i bug him?! ITS BECAUSE HE AGREED TO GO ALREADY THEN WE CONFIRM & HE BACKED OUT LAST MINUTE.
Today was the worst. I swear, I tried my best not to scold vulgarities okays. If not if you understand me, you should know that i will burst with all sorts of vulgarites. He just insulted the cellgroup for nothing. He claimed he have me a test, & i failed it. WOW, A TEST. HE CLAIMED I AM LAME. WHO IS THE LAME ONE HERE?! always say give me test, do i know it ? No. whats the result? Dont know. Whats the test about? Dont know. Personality test huhs? No, dont know. What freaking crap test is that when i dont even know?! He says he "break the spell". BREAK THE SPELL OF WHAT?! OF NO NEED GO CHURCH?! BREAK THE SPELL THAT ME & CAL WONT BUG HIM GO CHURCH?
Oh man, is there anyone more immature as him? In case you dont know, Chee. Seriously, use your mind & calm down & think. You are seriously immature. Is just that whenever i told you that you had attitude problem, this & that. You just make up reasons to deny it. cos you CANT ACCEPT CRITICISES, & YOU CANT ACCEPT THE TRUTH, YOU JUST THINK THAT YOU ARE PERFECT. Fyi, Saying sorry does not help okays

2008-11-05T23:05:00.002+09:00

i will be away for a long long time,
After my re-exams are all finished
After all my debts are cleared
After people start to miss me desperately
After i get my wishes come true
After my friends change for the better
Toodles!

Learning in progress

2008-10-30T20:15:00.007+09:00

Booooo, Baaaaaaa, Beeeeeeeeeeee!
Was super high today, why? Cos Hilary watched The Coffin today!
My very very 1st time watching a horror show in the cinema!
(unless you count Harry Potter one)
Went to school late & the school called my mum
Wanted to take report book but that teacher just do not have fate with me! (;<) & I was lost in school today ;x Many areas are blocked off & i dont know where to walk! Asked for some teacher for help & he brought me to my class ;/ *Paiseh, monkey came to find me with his Super Hot Yellow Dressing after school
Ewww, hate it man! yellow sucks, yellow sucks, yellow sucks! ;/
They sucks more than horrible food!
Went to catch the movie & eat BK after that
Home sweet home !
Mum came home with a horrible mood cos she was cheated
She bought a new vacuum cleaner & it *Bomb!*
Sadly, poor me must carry the super heavy thing & cabbed to Tm 3 times
to return, quarrel with th salesman, change.
Waste my time ;x
Mum was super cute today
She says she want to fuck the salesman if he never get the thing done properly! ;0

Oh peeps, i forgot to upload this th other day

This too, haha! Was going home after emo-ing

haha! Shocked? wooooo, was cam whoring @ class during recess

when i got nothing to do ;D

Yepps, Alex you better be touched when you see this!

Anyways, was recommending this blog to Cal & Alex yesterday

Kept commenting on it, & i shall reveal it!

It is the Anti-AhLian Blog!

http://www.aalteam.blogspot.com/

It is really superrrrrr nice, the way they say how ahlians behave & stuffs

They talked about twits too! Cool righttttt

They even say how ah lians take piccys, like typical ahlians acting cute

(though other people do that too, but...)

1) Lower head & gek eyes Big Big

2) Same pose but with a mini tongue sticking out

3) The act cute face with a victory sign close to face, making it look like she has dimple

Muahahaha! I shall stop Stop STOPPPP taking piccys like that in future

learning in progress ;D

Stop me when you see any like that huh ;D

Hilary's version ;P

Full tongue + wind, Arhhhh whatever

I talking crap.

I know you still love her ,

2008-10-29T17:16:00.006+09:00

Content being deleted ,
dont like reveal much of personal life

♥ Yes, Love while all you can now

2008-10-28T21:26:00.002+09:00

Had a bad " go out " mood today
Lessons started & i was not late! Super tired though
Sat on Cal's table & chair since my class is in 3i
Honoured siol! ;P Anyways, thats not main point
Main point is that i paid attention in school today because i had the mood to study!
Cool right, i know.
I survived with th lessons by telling myself that theres Escape after that
In th end, waited for Cal & co. for one hour plus plus
& then, Escape is Fooking closed
Hehs, Stupid escape manager. Thanks for that lor. ;/
Walked to Pasir ris park & no one has th mood to play with me
Homed after that to use comp.
Chatted with Cy, Cal, & co.
Called some people & was quite moody after that
Well, was irritated by some freakass too.
I am so going to report to th police someday

& i cried again

am i troublesome?

i dont think i am a good girlfriend

i dont think i am good for you

High School Musical Three ,

2008-10-27T22:51:00.004+09:00

Hahs, thats my favourite word now! Neh neh neh neh~ ;P
Anyways manage to ask CCCC to go to watch th movie with us,
i just knew it, i am a pro! ;D
changed & stuffs , went to Superdog to meet them
watched HSM3 after that ,
sitting with Karen & Dearie can be a fun thing to do too
drooling over hot troy , nosebleeding over muscles
Woohoo~ Cal must be jealous! ;P
Jalaned & fought with Xerxes ;x
My hand has a bruise now, thanks to my playfulness
Xerxes is a superstrong guy! offend him , muahaha! You die
White sands & then Pasir ris central to makan after that
Cal is a idiot who eats white carrotcake in a big piece
he tricked me into eating chili too! Idiot~

Xerxes! That super man~ ;D

Wow, Thats many tickets! Andria's twisttt

Gerry says : Andria ! Your handdddd~

Baahs, friends truly brightened up my day

& make me forget th loneliness without you ,

Dog Love Cat

2008-10-26T21:59:00.002+09:00

Had been watching this old show for th past weekned.
Wow, i wanted to chiong th entire show throughout my weekend
it was nice, th cat was super cute ;D
just now monkey came to my house cos i had a craving for monkey meat ;P
Ate kfc & we climbed 15storeys,
siaopeh! his idea & he gave up too
he noobie ! ;D
walked home & continued my show after that.
tommorrow going to watch high school musical with e328!
hope th show is nice ;D

I am feeling weird

2008-10-26T16:15:00.002+09:00

Featuring Vincent! he has his holes everywhere, so be careful of him.
He has a huge infra red @ his eyebrow too, more power than mine
So beware of this Hole-ly guy.
Nothing much happened when you are to stay @ home on th hols.
went to service & all th normal things
I love th service about kiddy porn ;x
Woa, then i must be a Kiddy Pornstar!